Tuesday, September 12, 2006

I'm so so so so so tired.

After a long day of work, (well, it isnt very long actually. But I just feel like its very long ),and supper @ prata shop, I'm finally home. My body and mind are just so heavy. I'm like melting in my bed. My tummy is really getting huge. From the side view, you will realised that my tummy is overtaking my boobies now. It's kinda depress.

I always used to whine that I look FAT but not preggy with my not-so-obvious tummy, but when finally my tummy is growing, I feel irritated by it. I cant sleep on my stomach now, I cant do this and that now, it's making me kinda clumsy. ;( Dont get me wrong, I love my Alyssa ;) She's gonna be a gem. I know it.

Well, even until now, not a lot of people actually knows that I'm pregnant. I just looks like I gained some weight here and there. I usually dont mention it too. I dont like people to think that I got married cos I'm pregnant. We know that it's not really because of that. Joel and I have been planning to get married next year, we mainly brought forward the date. ;P We loves each other deeply ;) Grrrr, well, I dont know how to put that into words, but I guess/hope that you can understand.

Baby Alyssa and me are going to play one round of game and we're off to bed. It's toooooo tiring I guess. ;S Good night!

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